devil on my shoulder

My classmates said that I've found my long lost sibling (JY) in school, finally. Whatever. That sounds damn stupid please. Going to play lan with JY on thursday. Because I refused to go andro hunt with her, so gotta go play lan. ((: it is okay. I love L4D. Went out for a movie and reached home around 12am last night. With, Renee, JY and some other friends. Goodness. And i almost died in school today.

Twilight.

School ended swiftly today. Went to shuhui's house after that and I played pool (and lost) wanqing (she's shuhui's sister and she's only 13). Totally hurt my dignity and pride man. But, she's good. Really good. NYAA carnival at foyer tomorrow. Was walking alone back home just now. And it suddenly reminded me of the days when you were walking with me. Since you came like a gust of strong wind, please take whatever dried leaves with you when you go. Make a grand exit.

Hello hello hello!! Fuck, my muscles are aching like some bloody shithole. Anyway, I had my napfa yesterday and Ms Rajwant proudly announced that I (本少爷) broke the school's record for sit and reach on 63cm. I don't know how the hell I did it too. Because my best record was around 46cm? And it was like 2 or 3 years ago. I'm old, I know, thank you. Reckon I will try to hit 70cm which is the max, next week. Then no one can break my ultimate record.

Special Olympics is going to start on the 5th of June, and I'll be the officials (unpaid) for two days. And when school starts, I'll be the officials for 8days and I'm excused from school! Yes. And I'll be paid too. Excited man.

And there is so much gossips going on now, update me please!!

Seriously I don't know how, and when, this stupid rumour started about me crushing on Ms Anonymous. Okay, she is rather.. good looking, but oh well, I don't have a crush on her please. 再怎么说我也是溅家大少爷。

Had a really bad sleep yesterday because of some monster. She is really 他妈的 can. Oh my goodness. Called me like at some bloody time when I was really sleeping like until damn 爽 already. And of course i rejected her calls. 4 times. And she still can message me asking if I'm alseep. She's like trying to seek my attention by saying she's sad and need someone to talk to. Fuck. I don't even know you so how am i supposed to talk to you you dickhead. Goodness.

I really really cannot forgive people who try to disrupt my beauty sleep by using nonsense excuses. 本少爷是靠脸吃饭的. So please!!

Anyway, the pictures for the National Disability League are up. It is on my facebook.


I hope it will be a pleasant surprise for you later (: Happy birthday in advance, little one.

Hello people. Last time I updated was like a week ago i realised. Rather busy recently. Had trainings and school work. Oh and I met up with Alexis on thursday. She took half day leave to study for exams and i ended school early. So ended up meeting her at toa payoh. It feels good to be able to say those stupid little jokes like how we used to be and doing stupid nonsensical stuffs (mostly me, forced to).

School ended incredibly EARLY yesterday. It is really CB. I really have to scold this. What the fucking hell is this man. School started at 8am, and ended at 9.20 fucking AM.  WHY??! Because the teachers cancelled classes. Totally a waste of my bloody effort waking up at 7am and rushed like a bloody dickhead to school.

Okay, I feel slightly better now. Hahaha. Anyway, was chatting with Alexis yesterday. And this was the convo.

alexis:. i see papa's imperfection
RU; as in?
alexis:. mei you ren shi wan mei de
alexis:. papa also have mistake.. as in like
alexis:. funny thing to laugh about
RU; what only.
RU; but oh well, sometimes if you think back, its all the little imperfections that you actually miss.
alexis:. yes papa
RU; haha
alexis:. so cuteee.
RU; hahaha thank you, i take that as a truthful compliment.


Hmmm, yeap. Somehow this little chat we had made me asked myself whether I'm really that good in 黄大妈's eye or not. Hahaha. Bet she's going to kill me if she sees this. Actually, I've got a major attitude problem. Just that not everyone has the chance to see the real me. So those who got the chance, please feel honoured.

Okay, went to helped out in the 4th National Disability League today. Took some pictures with the national players. Will put them up as soon as I get it yeah. And it was fun. The people were friendly and I did enjoy myself, though it was rather tiring. Going to st james later. And happy birthday Alfred, my brother from a different mother!!

To the many anonymous(es) out there, please drown yourself today because y'all disgust me utterly.
 

I just need somewhere quiet. Somewhere with tall trees which cast dark shadows on the ground filled with brown leaves. And every morning the only scent that goes into my nose is the smell of morning dew and the overnight camp fire. The mountains around me will provide me with a cold, airy freedom. The house will be filled with dark, rich colours and old wooden furnitures. A small river nearby would be great, then I can fish and have a little boat ride when I have some spare time. It would be just me, and the people i love, and the outdoors..